It's a somewhat bittersweet experience for me to have started this website and blog, I never imagined that God would have brought me on this journey.
In 2009 my husband of five years confessed his pornography addiction to me and it shattered my world. It seemed like everything I had thought about my life was a lie.
I felt so alone and so betrayed. My husband felt that a load had been removed off his back, but I felt like he had given me that load to bear. The burden overwhelmed me. I grieved for the marriage I thought I had and for any hopes I had placed in my husband.
But God...
God gave me a glimpse of hope and restoration. He began to lift me out of the pit of my despair. He began to work in my marriage and we slowly experienced renewal, personally and as a couple.
One of the biggest ways in which I experienced healing (and still do) is through the hope of ministering to all of my fellow sisters who walk this road. The biggest fallacy of this whole experience is that I initially thought I walked alone, but I sadly learned that there are so many of us.
God gave me the vision to start this place where we can share and encourage each other. I don't claim to have all the answers or to be completely healed. But what I do know is that God sustained me through this storm and He can sustain you too. The Master Healer can heal our hearts.
I pray that you'll join me on this journey and let me know how I can pray for you.
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